One Human's State

Too much plagues this mind for such a simple day as today. Why must humanity self-destruct itself in such a manor to disrupt the natural flow of the universe. When those who would rather get lost in time get choked around the neck by it. A plague upon humanity is not life nor death, its a limbotic state of torture. Who ordered such pain to radiate through out this world. To massacre such thoughts of light to dark destruction. Where is the golden rope to entwine within my fingers to save me from such peril. Does it take form in shape, or hide in dreams that will never come true. -End-

Mad Hatter's Tea Party

I will soon be planning this. It seems like a fasanating idea to me. ^^ Invite a few friends, to take the roles of the Alice in wonderland tea party guests. Chosen setting could either be my backyard which would be big enough.. the park behind my house.. complete with scenic sometimes-smelly lake. For just a random celebration. Perfect example.. everyone's Unbirthday. To laugh and smile and have fun. ^^

Guests such as : The Cheshire Cat, Alice, the Tea pot mouse, the rabbit, mad hatter, queen of hearts, tweedle dumb and tweedle dee. the caterpillar. I(although I do not think the hookah should be included lol.) anyone else from the Alice in Wonderland character cast. ^^

There is a catch, you have to dress as the character. And am thinking to make it more interesting, and totally optional.. to bring your own chair, it range anywhere from a lawn chair... to a dining chair... rocking chair, computer chair, a stool, directors chair. any other chair you could thing of. To make the setting look more unique.
Each guest can bring a dessert platter, that must not be bland colors. bright annoying colors would be the goal. Be it.... cake. cookies. cupcakes. jello. brownies.. and for those who wouldn't want to gorge themselves in sweets galore. Tastey bite-size sandwiches, a wide array of fruits.

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All this is still in the planning stage (The zombie dust bunnies are hard at work in my head, scrounging up their carrot pens, and lettuce notepads)

Time lied to me!

Im laying here relaxing in bed.. thinking that it's like 2 or 3 in the morning.  Was thinking wooo-boy I am wide awake for it to be that time. But for some reason I fully beileved that it was that time. So I glanced down at my computer time stamp and see... dun dun dun.. 12:40am. its not even 1am yet.  Now wonder I still have so much energy.


And yet.
All seems dead around my neighborhood. No cars on the streets, no people hanging  in tight groups around open garage, no sounds of birds... scratch that why would birds be awake at night... maybe owls.. but we haven't seen any owls around here this year. usually we have 2 of them that stay in the large .. I think its an oak... maybe a pecan.. no an oak tree that is a little ways up the road from my house.
No sounds in my house accept the laptop fan.. and my fish tank filter motor. Very perplexing. What is one to do with such energy and no outlet? People of my blog audience what do you think?

Been a while

Oh to be back in the comforts of my blog, hiding away in cyber space. Have been thinking a lot lately  about life and things that I want in my future. Found out that what I am currently doing is not really what I have been wanting to do. *Who knew* What has my purpose been all this time.

There were thoughts traipsing around my mind, Art school, make-up artist... living in a new town. road trips I'd like to take. Sites I'd like to see. Singing, and developing skills for an instrument. tattoo designs. New job interests.

with all that being said... what have I been living. is this amusing to someone.. certainly not to me. Feels like I'm being held back from what I really want to be. what I can truly accomplish as a person.

Other new things that have happened... Aside from seems to be my parent's never ending divorce, and my grandfather passing away. I reconnected with two of my favorite cousins. My hair is now a red color with highlights.